I'm just grasping at straws, trying to fit together pieces of an idea. Instead I'm dabbling in thoughts about meaningless high school cliques and sad little boys and girls. I really should be concentrating on something more relevant to my future.
Ok, my more immediate future.
Some people would pass it off as plain laziness, but they also say to take one day at a time. Maybe thats what I should do. Just to float on, thats enough for some people. Why shouldn't it be enough for me.
They. They talk alot, say alot of things. Its plain annoying. But sometimes I think that they is just me.
I hate how analysts generalize. I hate that they say we end up marrying into our families. I hate how they expect the predictable. I hate that sometimes they think that I'm surrounded by losers. I hate that they're so full of shit. But above all the things I hate, I despise self-pitying and I condemn helplessness.
And so I hate myself.
Ok, my more immediate future.
Some people would pass it off as plain laziness, but they also say to take one day at a time. Maybe thats what I should do. Just to float on, thats enough for some people. Why shouldn't it be enough for me.
They. They talk alot, say alot of things. Its plain annoying. But sometimes I think that they is just me.
I hate how analysts generalize. I hate that they say we end up marrying into our families. I hate how they expect the predictable. I hate that sometimes they think that I'm surrounded by losers. I hate that they're so full of shit. But above all the things I hate, I despise self-pitying and I condemn helplessness.
And so I hate myself.
comically indifferent @ 3:19 AM