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Sunday, December 03, 2006

I wish things had turned out differently, but I know that I should be thankful for what I have.

I always ask myself what would have happened if i'd not made decisions I did. A yes instead of a no, a lie instead of a truth. If i'd followed you home, and huggled you to sleep. I'm due back at camp in an hour.

I used to like taking the train, or the bus. Any form of public transport that allowed me to see people, namely girls. I'd oogle at them, and let my imagination run wild at what they were thinking. I'd fancy they thought I was cute, heh heh. Or back in pubescent days when i'd sit on the side of the bus home where I could satisfy my perverse need to stare at chests. They were a strange set of hobbies of mine.

I don't get to do that anymore. Not when I take the cab everywhere I go, rushing to see you. Every minute in precious I guess. Thats why I think that I should have followed you home like a stray cat that you keep in your bed.


comically indifferent @ 9:48 PM