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Monday, February 27, 2006

You left me feeling really disturbed. The whole thing about demons and greater forces was pretty much a myth to me, but you believed in them with unsettling faith. You spoke with mystery and intrigue, and at first i found myself wondering with my hair standing on the neck of my neck. And then after a while I was getting fucking pissed off at your ambigiuosity and the fact that you were getting upset about these things that as you claimed were out of control, that 'you can't do anything about it'. You told me to be careful. "Of what?" I asked.

I can't tell you

My patience wore to nothing. I flared up and started to raise my voice, exasperated that I couldn't help you out of being upset that you couldn't make me believe. I'm angry at you, for letting me feel scared even for the briefest moment, for letting me helpless against something you can't see a win against, for letting it end like that. I don't like unhappy endings.

It's my choice babe, and nothing you do can change that. Maybe you did what you had to do and told me. Thanks, you did. But there's nothing left to do. I'm sorry to get angry at you, I hate seeing people helpless though maybe I am too, but I won't mull over it.


comically indifferent @ 12:50 AM