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Friday, October 07, 2005

i was right, it wasn't her.
i was lonely i guess. without someone to get warm around.

mundane
things i don't remember doing
like finding that your bottle is screwed on tightly
when you thought it was open
or having something you're looking for right behind you
when you thought you left it in front of you

i think its just me,
but how come i'm being called emo boy of the century
'hey you look more punk rockish'
'oi, emo fuckhead'
'nerd'
'hot geek'
'people think you're hot la, isn't that better than cute'
its so flattering. and i'm not even trying
ok digressing. the latter bits were for my ego.

i don't think i'm doing the studying thing right
well for one its 2 am in the morning and i'm bloggin right?

everythings just messed up


comically indifferent @ 1:56 AM