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Sunday, July 24, 2005

i don't know why i can't stop smoking
today was family dinner night right.. so i go stunt for a few hours
and while i'm studyin in my room my sis and mom are in my room
and all i can think about is how to get them out and light up.
when they evetually do, i don't feel like it
maybe it just that i know its wrong that it appeals to me
the whole social stigma
maybe its my way of saying a big fuck you to everyone
its just a phase maybe
like how you do something cos its so wrong and everyone disapproves
and the more wrong it is the more you want it


comically indifferent @ 12:44 AM